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I’m Leaving for Virginia, tomorrow, 2 am.
Then we’re (me and my family) gonna drive through all the states up to New York, NY. Visiting all my East coast family, historic landmarks and Cities, and many many hotels and gas stations.
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Yes, quite the adventure. All in a rental car full of 5 people and all their luggage.

wooooooo!

haha, as bothersome as some of it seems, i’m jazzed.

So, Ill still be able to get online and such when im there, but just not as much. so anyone who avidly reads my posts can have a short vacay along with me :) lol (all .5 of the people who read these things…. lol)

I’ll be back October 4th, 2009.

……. ;p jaykaaaay. October 4th, 2008.

(lame joke, i know, i know.
)

peeeeace outtt

im pretty sure ive succeeded in having everyone hate me to some degree…

My boyfriend wont talk to me, and i’m too stubborn and ashamed to start a conversation with him.

My family thinks im just being difficult and yell at me or ask me if i need to see a doctor mockingly.

My life is unfolding just like i knew it would.

I cant cry anymore. These past few days have been filled with anonymous tears. after the night before last, i feel like shit. i definitely took it too far, most likely. But i wasnt scared. i was numb. i didnt care. for once in my life i didnt give a damn about what anyone would think. anyway. now im just kind of… exsisting. im not living.theres more to life than what im going through.

Probably start making my posts private. at least, my very personal ones.

FYI…

I am.. I mean, i just want to know what would possess someone to cause physical or emotional harm to anyone on purpose.

Why are there shootings, and murders, and gang bangs and rapes and all of that. I mean, really.

I’m terrified everytime i get in my car to go somewhere. Everytime i’m home alone. I’m afraid to go out at night.

Life is so short. i dont want it to be wasted because some dumbass decided he wanted to kill me.

also; my grandmother is dying and im kindof emotional right now.

fun.