Its my life, don’t you forget.











{September 13, 2008}   Love song for you…

My hearts an invitation, with your name, written on the front.

Decorated with the finest touch, Made to cheer you up.

I know that every bone inside me, strives to be with you.

Cause my heart cant keep inside the joy, let alone the truth.

You fascinate the mind that goes about & lives inside my head,

Alive with images of you and me, Lying in our bed.

Our kids will grow to tell of how their parents showed them how to love.

And they’ll be oh so wise, with hazel eyes, and their mothers sense of love.

And did you know that you were, all that i imagined, & look at all thats happened.

I give my heart, my only, everything to you, that is what I do.

You smile like you know you warm my heart and every inch of me.

I’d tell you more but darling with my breath, you stole away my speech.

I’ve nothing left to offer but what is true, & i wrote it down on paper, labeled ‘Love Song for You.’

We’ll build a house of love, with our bare hands & watch it come to life.

And we’ll have pool parties with lots of trees that shade us in the light.

Our moms will have their fun, and talk about the childhoods that came.

Our dads will cheer and scream, and have their fun, as they watch the game.

Our hearts will open up and form to one as they speak the truth,

Of how the lord has blessed us with the love that i get to share with you.

Snow White and Cinderella never had a fairy tale so nice,

And we’ll get critisize ’cause Disney lives have got nothing on our life.

Did you know that you were all that i imagined, & look at all thats happened.

I give my heart, my only, everything to you, that is what I do.

You smile like you know you hold my heart and every inch of me.

I’d tell you more but darling with my breath, you stole away my speech.

I’ve nothing left to offer but what is true, & i wrote it down on paper, labeled ‘Love Song for You.’

Did you know that you were all that i imagined, & look at all thats happened.

I give my heart, my only, everything to you, that is what I do.

You smile like you know you hold my heart and every inch of me.

I’d tell you more but darling with my breath, you stole away my speech.

I’ve nothing left to offer but what is true, & i wrote it down on paper, labeled ‘Love Song for You.’

This is my love song for you.

This is my love song for you,

This is my love song for you,

This is my love song for you.

Love Song For You, By Mike Coia. It’s a beautiful song, So please visit Coia’s Myspace and buy the song.  These are the Lyrics as best represented by Myself. I couldn’t find the true lyrics online, so I apologize if any of it is wrong.



{September 13, 2008}   Rap is Crap.

“Rap is crap.

You know, totally whack!

I mean really; Its fact.

How am I expected to-

I’ve not been directed to-

This is gonna suck,

I’m seriously fucked.

All i wanted was to come to school,

LEARN,

But now all i do is yearn,

Yearn to be gone, free, escaped from here,

Home, Hell, nowhere near,

this class.

Cause it’s whack.

Its like Rap- We went over this already-

Rap. Is. Crap.”

Class assignment where some students had to teach the class. They decided to “teach” us about Rap.  … they failed. lol



{September 13, 2008}   To love, or not to love?

“The problem is there,

The problem is true.

Should we pair?

Or do i not love you?

This feeling i get

deep deep down inside,

is it fire getting wet,

or a swarm of butterflies?

It’s impossible to describe

exactly how i feel.

I could describe it as dying,

or living for thrill.

I’m asking you now,

you, gods from above,

Just answer me how-

to love, or not to love?”

-Another old School assignment…



{September 10, 2008}   I’m terrified to live

I am.. I mean, i just want to know what would possess someone to cause physical or emotional harm to anyone on purpose.

Why are there shootings, and murders, and gang bangs and rapes and all of that. I mean, really.

I’m terrified everytime i get in my car to go somewhere. Everytime i’m home alone. I’m afraid to go out at night.

Life is so short. i dont want it to be wasted because some dumbass decided he wanted to kill me.

also; my grandmother is dying and im kindof emotional right now.

fun.



{September 4, 2008}   He told me he loves me (pt. 2)

:)

We were laying in bed together, you know- as most couples do…- And we got to talking. We talked about so much. How he kind of liked my best friend once a long long time ago. How our relationship has been rough, but its made us stronger. Different sexual things we should try… :p How he would bring me flowers everyday after i die, and if not i’d haunt him. :) But after it all, i told him how i’m always afraid of losing him and he’s the best thing thats ever happened to me, He looked at me (with SUCH an intensity) and told me that he would ALWAYS love me. No matter what. And i would always be his first love. to which i corrected, ‘only love.’ :)

it was one of those moments that makes everything else seem silly and irrelevant.



et cetera