haha well, we all knew this would happen… :)

Okay, well maybe not ‘we all’ but i sure did.

I knew i would stop writing alot after a certain point. Theres not real reason, really. i just get all my venting out and i feel like i don’t need to share my life as much anymore. but i will. things will happen or i’ll get bored and come back. IT dosent really matter, anywho. I’m doing this for me, not anyone else

So last weekend, my family and i went to Lake Castaic. we brought the boat and went tubing and had lunch on the lake and everything. it was alright. my family got all peeved at me for not getting in the water though… bah. oh well

also, i went to magic mountain with a couple of my friends, and my boyfriend on monday. it was pretty awesome. we went on X2 and it rocked our socks! there was fire!! ahhhh!! and there were 6 of us so it worked out very well since there were pairs.

also, i registered for my college classes! ahhhhhhh one more step into the real world! :C

BAH!

:) peace out

This is more addicting than i thought… and by ‘this’ i mean blogging, of course. I can see how some of you get sucked into it so easily.

Although; i think its greatly different from person to person- i write about teenage girl crap such as boys friends, school, life etc. and some older guy could just purely write about how many tacos he’s eaten in his life and the varieties of them.

… okay maybe not tacos. But you get my point.

Anyway; Who’s up for todays update??

Awesome! Okay, So i’m happy cause i’ve been getting to spend time with my friends lately- including my best friend who i never see anymore. but also including her boyfriend. I’m going to be honest;i don’t particularly care for him. I don’t like that he asked her out and they barely even knew each other. I don’t like how quickly their relationship is moving ( i wouldn’t be surprised if they were married tomorrow.) But i think that i mostly don’t like that he stole her away from me. I understand wanting to spend time with your boyfriend… but blowing off your friends for him? AND, to top it off, He got pissed off at me when me and a few of our friends went to magic mountain without her. EVEN THOUGH SHE MOST LIKELY DIDN’T GO BECAUSE OF HIM! Yeah, thats right. She CHOSE not to go. but i get the cold shoulder. wtf… I don’t like how “perfect” he is, also. I can see why she loves him, he practically worships her, and always acts like a ‘gentleman’ with her.

I don’t know. maybe i’m just paranoid about losing my (soon to be former) best friend…. over a guy!

Fucking teenage drama bullshit.

Anyway; So my other best friend- the one thats in Hawaii right now- called me last night, practically in tears. Apparently her other two best friends are making her feel like shit, and she really wishes i were there. She told me that she doesn’t think shell stay friends with them anymore- which sucks! i don’t want her to lose her two best friends from grade school. I don’t like seeing her this upset. :[ As much as i wish i could be there, im kind of glad that i’m not. Cause i know about this shit. Put a bunch of teenage girls together on a tropical island far away, and shit happens. granted; i tend to not get caught in the fights. i’m mostly the moderator. i try to make things better between both parties. Thats just how i am, i guess.

AUGH. i hope everything ends up getting resolved. i detest conflict.

PeaceOut,PiggieSnout.

I’m obviously new at this…

But… Well…. Lets face it; We ALL want to rant about our lives, and what crappy or wonderful days we had. We ALL want to write about who said what about who, even though were ’sworn to secrecy’ I used to think(and partially still do think) that blogs are silly. That people who write blogs are just attention whores–which, in retrospect, may verwell be true, because i have lowered myself to the bloggers world.

So, Lets do this, shall we?

Basically, I’m on my own right now. My car doesn’t work, My boyfriend doesn’t have a license, My best friend has abandoned me for her boyfriend(and also the death of her dog she’s had since she was a baby-which i understand), and she wont even drive the half a mile to my house to see me. My other best friend-the one that has been there for me more than ever these past few weeks- is in Hawaii with her two best friends(besides me). I’m pretty much home alone during the day because my dad works, and so does my mom(but she has more irregular hours) who ignores me or makes me do ‘chores’ when she IS home, and my sister-who hates me and will do anything to make me want to be homicidal towards her- is at school. I gotta tell you; so far life outside of high school isn’t too fun.

Anyways; i feel like since the people I’m usually close with aren’t available, I’m making friends and decisions that i wouldn’t normally make otherwise. None of which i will say here because, honestly, who KNOWS who reads these things?

yep.

aww I’m so proud!

My First Rant. :’)

Peace&ChickenGrease