That boyfriend of mine drives me crazy.

I mean, i LOVE the kid to death, but everything sucks when we’re apart.

Ive noticed that the more we are away from each other, the more i ‘push him away’. Like, I’ll make up reasons why i can’t see him. I’m not sure why, though… Not having my car work is definitely a crutch in our relationship. And him not having a license is also a crutch. I get mad when we cant see each other. I get mad when all i want to do is fall asleep in his arms, but i can’t because theres like 15 miles between us every day. I get mad when i finally do see him, but along with all my other friends that i haven’t seen in weeks-and we’d both rather be social with our friends rather than with each other. I get mad because i feel like I’m going insane every day, and i feel like if i tell him that I’ll push him away; but i know that he loves me and i could never push him away.

For those of you who don’t know; Thats teenage, lovey-dovey drama for ya.

gah. You people must be insane to read up on my life like this…

PeaceOut,WaterSpout