“The problem is there,

The problem is true.

Should we pair?

Or do i not love you?

This feeling i get

deep deep down inside,

is it fire getting wet,

or a swarm of butterflies?

It’s impossible to describe

exactly how i feel.

I could describe it as dying,

or living for thrill.

I’m asking you now,

you, gods from above,

Just answer me how-

to love, or not to love?”

-Another old School assignment…

Yep.

So i’ve started my first year of college at a JC in town. ( its cause im cheap, not ”dumb”) and i’m actually very excited about my classes. i have;

-Nutrition on Tuesdays

-Psychology on Wednesdays

-Physical Science and Philosophy on Thursdays &

-Physical science on Fridays.

All my teachers are super nice and dont seem to be too difficult. ( i ‘ratemyprofessors.com-ed their asses)… ;p

I’m suprised though. i was confident that all my classes would be cake except for my physical science class. and that might be true, but somehow i got dubbed ‘the smart one’ in my physical science class-just because i know common things like what happens to a stationary toy car when another one rams into it. etc. and its suprisingly easy so far. in fact, i htink my most difficult class might be psychology. but not even. because theres only one paper, and no midterm or final. The class im MOST excited about though, is Philosophy! eeeee! i just came ^.^ tmi? … suck a fat one. no, but seriously…. im SO interested in EVERYTHING this professor does and says- because it s almost exactly how i think. and im so jazzed about what he has to teach me and all the class discussions and its just gonna rock. I’m thinking of majoring in philosophy. and either becoming a professor, or a laywer….. lol we’ll see where that goes.

anywho, i’m going to try to make my posts more philosophical. just to…. ‘get in the mood’ :)

Well, Hello again. This blog is brought you from the lovely folk down in Crystal’s Life. Sweet people, really. I mean, who doesn’t love having parents that force you to take a stupid half credit class at the college over summer? golly gee. No. But seriously, wtf. (What The Fuck; i use acronyms and internet lingo alot… get used to it.) They want me to take some “Intro to College Classes” class thats worth like one credit. I mean, i understand their reasoning; I suck at taking classes-i procrastinate, i watch TV instead of study, i hang out with my friends the night before a big test, yadda yadda… But you see, that was me in HIGH SCHOOL. In that wonderful place where i still got to see my friends everyday and i really didn’t give a hoot about getting straight A’s. I’m going to be in COLLEGE now, people! im probably gonna have no friends in any of my classes, so i wont be distracted. I’ll only have class a maximum of 3 times a week. And this isn’t just a grade, its my life! i have to maintain A’s and B’s in order to remain on my parents health insurance, which i need due the diabetes dilemma i have.

Anyway, i Feel like i shouldn’t have to take it. i know how to study and do well-i just choose not to.

PeaceOut,KitchenGrout